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2006-12-16T13:21:00.000+08:00

Xmas is coming! Merry Xmas all!

Air freshener for my blog!

2006-12-16T12:18:00.000+08:00

ok.. here's a strawberry- scented airfreshener... nice smell yeah?
lol.

2006-12-16T11:58:00.000+08:00

Hello! Long timee since I last posted something... well not exactly la.. I tried inserting some items .. but just cant get posted! so not exactly my fault ya? lol

Anyway I have jus embarked on my new job a mth ago. well.. still lots to learn. keeping fingers crossed tat everything will flow smoothly.. =)

2006-10-08T16:42:00.000+08:00

Where has the love gone to?

sunshine.. i need sunshine

2006-10-08T16:29:00.000+08:00

Not feeling very good. =(

Been telling myself to be HAPPY! Look at the sun shine! look at the stars glitter! Look at the moon glisten!
Been telling myself not to sigh. Not to be unhappy. But dunno why I cant seem to find any joy in life anymore. What should I do? Snap out of it!!

Mooncakes!

2006-09-16T15:39:00.000+08:00

I bought a box of mooncakes from Raffles the Plaza last Wed. I bought the mini snowskin selection. 8 pieces of petite snowskin mooncake, with 2 pieces each of Rum & Raisin Chocolate Truffle; Champagne Truffle & Ganache; Baileys and Crunchy Chocolate Pearl. Love the Rum & Raisin.

You loves it too.. hmm... I think I shall buy 1 more box ya? heheheh... greedy fang. I dont like traditional mooncakes.. only like dessert mooncakes.. hehee

New blogskin!

2006-08-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

I've updated my blogskin. Now it looks cooler. =)
I even have a cbox now.. lol

My birthday!

2006-08-20T17:53:00.000+08:00

Last Thurs was my birthday. Eeekksss, I'm so old already... :p

I went iL Lido at Sentosa with You. Had a very nice dinner. It was kinda ex. 2 of us spent $120, tsk tsk. so expensive! The Italian food is quite yummy, but too ex la! Dont think I'll ever go back there again. =)

Then we went back to the car to have the birthday cake, I didnt want to blow the candles in the restaurant with so many people looking.. heee.
We ate the cake You bought me from Patisserie. He had it customed-made. So sweet of him. It was a heart-shaped, green tea cake with chocolate mousse and filled with rum-soaked raisins, yummy! It even has little gold flakes on it. *slurp* :)

It was a nice evening.. =)

Oh Des bought me a pink mickey watch, so nice!! so touched. Thanks Des =)

2006-08-09T11:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my 1st day of work at my new workplace. Feels so lonely cos dunno anything or anyone.
There're about 50+ ppl in my Dept, bigger than my previous workplace.
There're tons of things to learn & tons of ppl to meet.
I hate being a newbie!

I was given a cell & an old grey & fat Dell. And worse, I dont have access to MSN there!! ahhhh.. how am i going to survive.........

2006-07-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

It has been a while since I last posted here...

Well, guess things have been improving. I dont feel as bad anymore. Maybe cos we're back as friends now.. dunno how it happened as well. Well, guess I have learnt to be contented. I shall be happy with whatever I have now, there's no pt in asking for anything now...
Sigh.. many of my friend/colleagues are getting married in the next few mths. In fact I have 5 weddings to attend in the next 3mths. They look so happy preparing for their weddings... wonder why I have so many ups & downs in my life while others are so happy...

Anyways...

Saw "Shroudedboi"'s many posts.. he changed his layout & skin... & now I cant post any comments in his blog... grrrrr...
Anyway if he can read my post, I hope everything will go well for him (& his friend). Stay strong boy! Just perserve & everything will be fine one day. You must remember, everything comes with hard work. God just wants you to be stronger.. like me. I got thru obstacles so that I can be stronger. You too. Jus concentrate on completing your Dip, ok? =)

I have never felt this bad before

2006-04-13T17:56:00.000+08:00

I have never never felt this before. I feel as if a thousand knives are slicing thru my heart. My tears keep wanting to flow, but I have hold them back as I cant cry in the office.

He is so cold to me now. I dont dare to ask him anything. I dont dare to say anything for fear of him scolding. I'm really really afraid I will become crazy one day. I feel myself sinking deeper & deeper into depression. I have never felt so bad before. I would do anything for him to turn back & say he will take care of me again. Anything.
But there is nothing I can do.

Is this karma.

Pain is such.

Does anyone know.

Move On!

2006-04-10T10:48:00.000+08:00

Everyday I tell myself, I must move on. I must be strong. I must forget about you. But at the slight provocation, I crumble. I cry. At home, in the car, at home, even now...

Deep down, I know I have lost. Everyday, I hope that you will call & tell me "You have not lost me" but you move further & further away from me each day. You say it's cos of me, I made you like that. I didnt know I created the rift between us that deeply.
But where is the assurance that you were never gone in the 1st place?
I get no assurance, but I get blamed for not trusting you, for being paranoid, for being over possessive.

You say I dont care about you. If I dont care about you I wouldnt have moved away to let you do what you want. Do you understand? You occupy my thoughts everyday, everynite.

You tell me you're sad, but you dont even call me, you dont even go out with me, you get irritated with me ever so easily, yet you keep saying you love me. Why is it that I dont feel it?

My heart has really broken into a million pieces.

2006-02-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

Ne Wei She Me Bo Yao Wo Le? :'(

I'm so sad

2006-01-06T13:05:00.000+08:00

I'm so sad today. In fact I have been feeling sad for the past few mths. Things are not going well for me & nothing is ever right.

I feel so lonely. :(

My heart is so broken.

Sigh. But no one will ever understand. They only know how to say "why cant you understand?"

Who will ever mend my broken heart... I'm still waiting...

Can you mend my broken heart?

Today is such a chore

2006-01-03T13:52:00.000+08:00

I hate New Year.
I hate Holidays.
I hate work.
I hate you.

This is my 1st post =)

2005-12-27T11:37:00.000+08:00

This is my 1st post in Blogspot. hurray!